Crazy life and other nightly news

It's been go, go, go, for awhile now. Not looking too calm anytime soon but oh the things that are coming my way. I got strep in December, broke my toe the end of January, tried a new restaurant for my birthday and fell in love with the food, have dealt with the kids and bad habits, started my wonderful new year new me goals,  the loss of a toxic friendship, new cake classes, and the start of getting my small business license. In all this life I have to find time for me, cake orders, and romance. It will be worth it so much in the end. Lately I have had to take a good hard look at my life past, present, and future to find that I want to change and I need to change. I have begun to weed out the negativity in my life, help my children to find better paths, and working to strengthen my marriage. Along the way I have come to embrace loving myself, self care, and no control dates. I am learning to let go my anger, hurt, and fears. I want to be the best person I can be for my family a better role model for my children to look up to and my husband to love.

I will not focus on the past for it distracts from the now. I will not hurt myself by letting others hurt me. I will love myself so that others may love themselves.